I can fly. As high as I want. No boundaries. I am my own master.
I can fall. Hard. No safety net. No shoulder to cry on. No more unconditional love.
I am the elder now. Chapter closed.
Wait! What is this? A back door? An illusion? The chapter is not closed, it is merely beginning to unfold.
So what is the big deal about being “parentless”, fatherless and motherless. Big blank. Scary for some, secret for others. Taboo for most.
For me it means feeling empty and exhilarated at the same time. I feel small and big. I feel lost and in charge.
The strength comes from within, like a fire, strong hot coals glimmering deep inside, fueling a fierce drive to keep moving, growing, leading.
Has anyone felt this before? How did you deal with it?